Completely Blessed

I want to see miracles, see the world change
Wrestled the angel, for more than a name
For more than a feeling
For more than a cause
I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And You're raising the dead in me

-Switchfoot

At the end of the day I find myself becoming really anxious. This weekend I've been honestly beyond blessed. I'm just blessed to see what God can do. Why did I ever doubt him? I guess its easy for me to admit now that there was a point in my life where I felt like I could be the only controlling it. It would make sense to why everyone pushed away, because I was so afraid of losing them, I was trying to fix everything. Nothing get's accomplished with my own hands, unless their being held by God. God has done so much in my life to show me that He is more powerful than I can even think. The amount of blessings I have, is beyond incredible. From the children that I babysit everyday, to my very close friends, to my family. For valentines day, my friend Julie gave me an Alex and Ani bracelet  that says "completely blessed". Honestly, in my mind I remember thinking..."why would she get me this? I'm not blessed, I'm alone and I'm dumb." Now its a constant reminder to every little detail that God has orchestrated in my life. To my keen love for fashion or even my passion for photography. When I go to bed at night, and I find myself anxious, I pray for God's strength to keep going. He gives it to me, even more than I can ask for. Lately, I've loved retreating to the beach because it gives me a peace from God. To see the waves crashing in, where the sky meets the water. The thought of God knowing how many grains of sand are on the beach, just the calmness and quietness.  Our God is willing and able. He will never leave or forsake us. Though this post wasn't fashion oriented, even though I have my favorite ripped jeans on, I hope you enjoyed it. Sometimes a nice thankful post is needed. 

Cheerio!

Jamie